intro -All work is by me at different stages of my life. 1999-2005 mostly.
much of it was just before i went to middlesbrough and during.
..so it turns pretty dark. I figure the titles might help you skim past the plain depressing :p
some have dates on them.
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A woman's body isn't square amazing grace, i do declare
It flows and weaves around itself As short as halfling, high as Elf
As my lustful feelings grow the yearning hope that i may show
my love for it, the female form .. A giving spirit, a playful pawn
for truly lustful feelings know that they are one yet seem to show
themselves to be the greatest force fear not, theyr'e not, it's love, of course.
My love for it, the female form Grows with every, waking dawn.
To Be a Man
To be a man is quite unknown
How to rule this earthly throne
Not many men, i fear do know
What it is to rule this throne i know
A macho man with hard spiked hair
Will run from virtue hard and fair
Honour, truth and fairness just
To swallow pride and loose his lust
There's many things a man must know
That make him male that make him so
The path I choose, the image I take
May seem effeminate, to fools I make
A truth beknown to me, I say
To be a man takes many a day
It's not enough to lust and drool
To chase your pride around a fool
Discipline, honour, strength and trust
Much what I hold higher than lust.
A macho man, a townie lad
Arn't men to me, and ime so glad
That with the pain I tolerate
that I am man i think they hate
The strength I get from all due pain
To be a man, to smile again.
Whisper softly in the dark, feel the silent, beating heart
Let it grow within your chest, cushioned softly, in your nest
If yearning impulse you do feel, then stress ye not, cus time will heal
Because one day you'll find so true, a love that's tender, just for you
As the river yearns for rain, to bring new life, to live again
Life as a Bee
Fresh sprung breeze's through the fray Is this happy summers day
a day of joy a day of light A walking romance through the park
The tide it turns as often do The silent echo strong and true
A shadow born beneath the clouds It's thunder roar it's sacred sound.
The Devils echo a dark embrace clouds all the sunlight from this place.
The storm it wanes the storm it dies and soon the storm dost turn to ice
A frozen floodland in the dark A frozen rotting pregnant lark
A silent whisper, a laugh it sounds seems to rumble from the ground.
the air is thick yet cold as ice Your heart you feel it chunder twice
What is this darkness, spirit and glow that fills these cavern walls so slow
Again you hear a whispered laugh It travels through the rocks it harks
`your mine you know, I'll fill your mind, with all the searing pain and sound a thousand nightmares strong and true I'll fill your mind with stick fast glue'
And so my nightmare tale doth end of happiness when it offends the forces of the powers-be when darkness calls
Life as a Bee.
Morning calls with birds of grace, as u raise your weary face
Another day the world it brings, with all it's little funny things :)
Spare time to laugh, spare time to cry
And soon you'll learn ****, how to fly
Cus when you do you'll feel the grace
That it bequives the human race.
The Sacrifice of Love
Wondering silent in the dark, I feel my quiet beating heart
It pulls me to the blinding light, towards the fire of life's spun might
For it knows the wounds it brings, all the breaking heartfelt things
My body follows, mind and all, preparing itself for another fall
Because one day there might just be, a point to this, the crazy spree
Towards the light, towards the fall, towards the glory, heart, and all
A place i dream, or so it seems
An echo of a past so real a glory lost and found, i feel
I've lost my way, or so they say, the test of truth is everyday.
So as I wonder, lost and found an echo of a past laid down
I feel it's guide, I follow through an echo of a past so true.
Soft and gentle, strong and true, such is woman, heart and will
Hosts of nature represented by a woman of true consent her.
The message of my lyric be, that there is nature in you and me.
But within woman the truth is known, you'll find nature's rightful throne.
Life and sunlight, bright and blue
my heart it yearns for time with u
as the river flows to sea
It wonders round the thorny tree's
Until in time it joins the sea
Great mother does harketh, blessed be
The Lonely Goth
One of many, a world of few
Could this be, a story true
for as I walk the lonely path
through the forest, in the dark
I find a kindred, one or two
They seem much faster, running through
They trip and fall, they mediate
spending energy the path doth take
Until a time, alone again, the path i walk, without a friend.
Gemini and Pisces
Electric Lightning, strong and blue
It Jolts through such a one as you
You often try to temper true
The lightening force the strength of 2
For is the secret you behold, the way you channel this two fold
A running stream you congregate around the lightening, is it too late.
When water and electric bonds, you'll find yourself in need of song
A piece of wood to mediate, this crazy force of nature's face.
A spirit of Air can rescue you, and split the saving tree in two
For lightining is it's closest friend, an ally true it can depend.
For water is the saving grace, it grows the tree and feeds the place
where lightening forms, it's highest base, where water air collide takes place.
I do wonder strong and true
about my beating heart so blue
what it needs and what it gets
put's a cross upon my back
I bear it's weight as many do
Towards a sacrifice so true
A friend in Time
As i wonder in the dark
through this somewhat merry park
Children laugh and children cry
then one day the children die.
But i go on, bound by the truth
That beauty lie within the world
of loneliness that we call time until that holy bell does chime
announcing that you've found so true, another heart as blessd as you.
laying softly, face the sun
Then the timely moment comes
When the darkness it arrives
Then it's time to raise the eyes,
to sing again, to rise and fly
To soar the heavens to feel, alive
A flowing stream, a river too, never did they seem so true
To watch the life go flowing by, a tide and eddy, a firefly.
Against the rocks it navigates, the silent song appreciates
So carried through the pebbles be, towards the deep blue ocean sea.
Life's a macro, life's a dream, life's a steady, flowing stream.
Running naked through the tree's, Chasing whispers in the breeze
Hard to catch, they fly away, Then come back another day
Soon you'll learn the whispers do that in fact, they come from you
Some may think they lead astray others know, they live and play
Chasing whispers in the breeze, Running naked, through the trees.
Dreaming of a place too real A summers day, a winter's field
A forest growing in the dark A mountain's call an eagle's hark
The leaves sigh as the breeze does play
Hoping that one autumn day They'll get to whisper the same way
As autumn comes the leaves they fall The breeze they play with, one and all
A happy dance of crazy things ecstatic trance and love it brings.
When they fall they feed the ground without so much a sigh or sound
Giving back to tree they do En ergy and nutrition too
So that next fall another leaf Can dance around the crazy breeze.
Life goes On
I sit and sigh, I contemplate
How to follow through and take
That which i need that which i know
A saddened story, to and thro
The morning sun, I hark , it comes
To change the fear of nothing near
And then I dream I contemplate
The future of this hurtful fate
I sit and sigh, the story goes
By a tree as it unfolds
I look to nature yet again
For inspiration, love and pain
And as it comes, can't help but wish
I'de swap it all for a love sprung kiss
The sun is shining no rain in the sky
It makes me want to leap and to fly
Fresh breeze from the sea laps at my face
How proud I'm to be of the human race
Such levels of beauty my eyes can see
Such levels of nature and harmony
The tree sways in the breeze reminding me so
How energy gently moves to and thro
The only thing missin is you by my side
But I'll count my chickens while ime still alive
The sun is shining, no rain in the sky
Soft silent whispers a natural high.
Evolutions Conquest - probably my fave
Dragon true and dragon fair
Dragon whispers through the air
Searching waiting lost in time
To find the one that I call mine
he searches here, he searches there
He searches bleedin everywhere
A host that holds his long lost love
He finds one true then see's a mob
He does Flee, a romantic soul, driven by the one he holds
He looks again, through the blue, searching for his kindred true
The journey's hard, reward is small
Until one day he takes a fall
Enough he shouts, enough i say
I cannot stand another day
Into the next life he doth go
To try again, to and thro
Eternal is his kindred search
Because without her, life just hurts
a loss of words the spread of tears
how they collect throughout the years
A pool of love anguish and hate
Hidden for all to see and bait
defy i do unto myself
that which i dream that which i fake
A sustenance I quest for true
lost dreams and hopes a focus form
identifies the one true thing I want i need i love i bleed
a futurespeak i speak, must say
for these words hark a happier day
for sustenance I need and yearn
Until then ile cry and learn
Island of Storm
My heart it bleeds a lonely shell
My life it seems a quiet hell
The next wave comes, of shit and strife
It sullens the pain and feeds it thrife
Until the waves they calm and bleed
The pain returns 10 fold to me
What is my problem, my heart it aches
To end this hell how do I break.
Patience of Faith
Soon if death should greet me blind I pray one day I'll surely find
The reason for the fucked upness of life and lack of tenderness.
Tiring futile shit and strife All these things they make up life.
Servitude no gain lest spent and even then its money lent
Compassion is a futile force except for the ones u help, of course
If giving leads me to short years with suicide my only tears
Then ile recharge in death and so, Receive my love in time i know.
Reality Vs Apathy
Creeping crawling sleeping minds soon one day they'll surely find
the reason for the lack of haste of stars and shapes that surely paste.
The reason for the nightmare true the reason defines so are you
Of sickness sought and timely waste of rusted bells and much heartache
If true doth flow upon you true your form may seem a little blue
but better that than rusted paste that ties together, the human race.
Blinding blizzard stupid farts
They toss and play with peoples hearts
Its just not funny, a game they play
reaching out for , a different day
now and again they find a soul
a juicy morsel and to and thro
Its love they use as finger thus
to stretch and strain its holy lust
Vampiric bastards one and all
They find great delight in divine fall.
The Force of Leaves
Waving sea of lands lost true
regret unfound and force unto
how weave we not to seek the day
that finds the one within the fray
I hear the sound of long lost love
I see the sight of truth above
to temper these the force of leaves
how whisper they throughout the breeze
Hope and fire of wings unsung
grace of breeze and truth undone
hopeless fight and swing of fate
how they make my body ache
In this dark place hell does scorn
In the lightning fire is born
Soon the sun will shine for thee
as the shocking crime does plea
Turning of Age
Sunlet cometh so does rain
they bring and spread their light again
the hope of justice the hope of pride
the hope of circumstance aside
How wonder yee through fire and flame
to earn the truth and sacred gain.
My feelings complex straight aside
my hopes and dreams may not collide
belief replace the strength of trust
in truth it all could turn to dust.
Skies of colours wisps of air
a night of beauty and sweet declare
My dreams afloat my worries lost
My home dost harketh through the lust
Soft whispers true to form collide
how spoken thee until they glide
through magnet green and purple too
Oh how they whisper straight to you
Screams of sadness silent sung
a dark moon rising, come undone
the pain of love, the pain of hate
oh how i leave it in my wake
it follows through, not far behind
a quiet whimper, a truth benign
to stop and feel, invites it true, unto it drives a pitchfork through
I hope one day
I'll find salvation within my song
If i survive my heartache through
my silent screams, my sadness true
The Fire Within
inspired by a poem ailsa wrote Jan 2005
Breathe in hard, flame in the sky
For one day we all die
Enveloped by your plasmic death
Your vicious coil of dragons breath
Life's eternal, lifes a ploy life's a fiery flame of broil
A marriage to the sun we make
So that we never all forsake
The truth to it the chaos soul
That which resides within us all
Learn in life u can't trust fate
Can't trust people the holes they make
There be some truekin folk u know
They weave themselves based on the glow
But qualified am i, im not
To find these folk throughout the plot
Cus faith and trust belongs not so
hastily given and hastily thrown
We like tha moon cus it is green
through our eyes that cant see too keen
It mad and green and silent song
We hear it all night and day long
We like tha moon cus it is real
We have our cakes and with sum tea
we see tha moon in our green cups
and it gets bigger as we sup
Not too big no cus heads will roll
It fall from sky and make us old
Cus we need moon to congregate
our madcap feelins and mistakes
I feel i need to sacrifice
this terrible thing that they call life
The toss and turn of hearts true ache
That makes me feel that im awake
The struth and strife the fear and shake
the saddened tale the story's fake
yet live it we can feel it so
It mocks us true beneath our glow
So if you think the song unsung
then listen closely , it's just begun